the world hardest pain.. L O V E

new life..

2005-04-25T21:59:00.000+08:00

NEW LIFE !!!

long time no blog...

so tell u all bout my life recently..
i try to rem as much as i can.. hahaz..

rem i mentioned b4 i get to noe sum new peeps at yew tee 690 bball court? ok.. now i name them.. tian shun, shao bao, kingsley, ah bee, adrian.. i only name this few is becoz these few guys recently hanged out with me only.. i managed to cyco them out of yew tee... coz their life fcuking sianz.. always slack at yew tee n ton at yew tee n tat sianz bball court.. hahaz..

ok.. me n them n sum gals of tat bball court went to steam boat at marina bay 3 weeks ago bahz.. then tooks lotsa pics... i have it with me now.. but i lazy upload.. haha.. wait for me to be hardworking k? hehe..

then we've together go geylang all tat .. but nobody made love nahz =P .. then coz of they low financial.. we go to boat quay but no clubbing.. jus jalan ard lor.. then in the end go geylang in last train again.. hahahahaz...

then slowly.. we've back to the bball court every weekends.. SIANZ again...

then manage to cyco them play soccer wib me coz all play bball mahz.. hahahaz.. but all this din last long.. coz i sianz of sports liao...

after tat i cyco them everyweekend slack beyond yewtee..

once.. i brought only shaobao n tian shun to sparks.. coz they dun dance n seldom tok to strangers.. so they quite sianz there .. but i still managed to get to say hi to sum frens..

then slowly get to noe a batch of gals at yew tee foodcourt.. sandy them.. hahaz.. then we started hanging ard at lot 1 mac with them all tat.. then 1st time meeting up... they ton with us liao.. kinda happy but they look kinda sianz although i did my best with my jokes.. hahahaz -guilty-

then slowly.. tianshun shaobao adrian kingsley them all shy shy wan.... made improvement.. they slowly play n tok wib sandy them liao.. then.. fun liao lor.. hehe.. but the gurls still like sianz with us.. sorry nahz~ coz we guys either financial low.. or cant go neighbourhood shopping centre coz they with lot1 ppl all tat .. hahahaz.. lame~~~

then recently every weekend like fri night after i work.. we guys will meet the gurls n slack at lot 1.. then mostly my tonning night will be fri n saturday .. so fun..

recently always at lot 1 walked... 1 day could walk up to 1000 rounds.. hahahahaz... we 5 ppl walk.. see sth nice then buy n eat... see pretty gals then they go take num.. see how they kanna reject .. n see how happy they r when they got the num.. adrian got 4 gals num in no time !!!! then i wonder... getting gurls num is easy now adays? hahahahahaz..

then tink is saturday bahz.. at mac there.. sit with hai gui them... then got 2 gurls... then overheard 1 is chatree stead... not bad quite pretty.. but the fren prettier.. wah biang.. all dun look like 15-16 years old sia.. then.. dickson them got sum westspring gals.. all dun look like 15-16 also sia... now adays if gurls look mature.. they fucking mature... if they look yooung.. they can look fcuking young.. gurls r shan bian de dong wu.. hahahaz =X

jus now at lot 1.. actualli is meet tian shun shao bao n adrian.. but then adrian late.. n tian shun shao bao NV cum.. so .. me n adrian damn sianz... then found out xiao hei them at yew tee got taiji.. at stagmont there... so me n adrian go over see see... then there alot of ppl sia... more fun then lot1 ~ got wen xuan them.. i dunno the other guys name.. guys got 10+ gurls got 6+... got pei pei, xiao hei those lot 1 gurls at there lor.. then chit chat awhile... go buy ice cream eat.. then chit chat again.. thx xiao hei for chatting wib us yah ? arbo we will be fcuking odd.. hahaz..

k then ard 9pm.. me n adrian left le.. go to new court see tian shun them at there a not... but no leh.. only got ABC.. then i play bball awhile ... then leave for hm le.. anyway./. overall ..

A SIANZ DAY FOR ME...

botak kia

2005-04-22T09:11:00.000+08:00

Hope to meet more new frens n meet up the old frens of mine be4 i go army... n of coz.... be4 i CUT BOTAK !! hahahaha

white hair...

2005-04-22T09:09:00.000+08:00

i jus dyed my hair white !!!!!!!

the NS letter

2005-04-13T21:59:00.000+08:00

The little boy on 13th April 2005

a little boy received a letter today.. its in green big envelope.. the letter goes.. " u're enlisted for National Service on 10th june 2005 .. 9.45am"

after he read the letter.. he held up his hp.. n the 1st n ONLY person came to his mind is her*.. he doesnt noe wat to do.. so he jus give a simple sms.. "xxx.. 10th june 2005.. 9.45am.. u're the 1st to noe"

after tat.. the little boy receive a sms secs later.. he read it.. it was from her* .. but after reading tat msg from her* .. made the little boy run into the toilet n bath.. coz while he showers.. the dripping water pours over his face.. so no ones can see his tears.. he hold the shower-head with water flowing over his head.. sitting in the corner n his face crampled n turn redz..

hopez to listen to sum love songz now..

//.. the world falls.. //

gone... forever..

2005-04-07T22:46:00.000+08:00

s o m e t h i n g t a t i s s o m e m o r a b l e . . . b u t n o w i t s g o n e f o r e v e r . . . h a t e m y s e l f f o r t a t . . . G O N E F O R E V E R ! ! ! h a i z . . .

vic..

2005-04-06T22:32:00.000+08:00

victoria vic vic vic....

this time is.... LOST N NOT FOUND... hahahaz

where r u u u u u u... call ya msg ya all nv ans n reply.. haiz..

jus a small notice to find u ~~ :)

searching for sincere fren..

2005-04-06T22:04:00.000+08:00

WHERE R YoUuuuuuUuuu !

im looking for a sincere fren.. no matter male or female.. can ton during friday n saturday nights.... got money to slack in town n go clubbing all tat.. noe their dressings wan.. wont sianz with me wan..

haiz.. coz wanna change my boring life... recently work frm mon to fri.. then hope fri i go hm after work then go town slack.. then if dun feel like going hm.. can go chiong.. then if go hm.. go back ard 11pm lor... then reach hm slp all tat... saturday night go town slack again or chiong or play overnight billard or slack tru the midnight.. but not in cck or west side area of coz.. so boring.. i haf sianz of those ton life which doing nth at the west side of sg.. jus hope to slack or enjoy my weekends..

my this sincere fren... WHERE R U ? ? ? haiz...... jus hope this sumone can keep going out wib me.. go watch movie, go kbox..go eat steamboat(any weekends night), go sentosa suntan(sat or sun morning).. go slack in town(fri night or sat or sun anytime).. go play pool n billard(weekends)... go chiong(fri or sat night).. go ton until morning(fri or sat nite)..

haiz haiz haiz.. i can throw my hp away.. got like dun haf lidat.. coz seldom ring also ..

thailand

2005-03-31T23:28:00.000+08:00

IM DETERMINED !!!!

my salary is $600 per month.. but is taking $300 every 2 weeks.. so every 2 weeks... i haf to save $200 n only can use $100 frm now on !!!

coz im determine to go thailand with awie n another guy fren if im not wrong... go HUP CHAY,thailand.. overall i need to save $800 including air ticket .. awie bdae is on 25th june... tink we go on 25th-27th bahz.. fri to sun.. or if i can get the money earlier better... so be4 enlistment letter cum i go abroad mahz.. arbo letter cum liao cannot go abroad liao coz they scared u run away frm army... so pray hard ... september then go in PLS PLS PLS

im going to buy the ticket then ask my mum bout the trip... coz I WAN TO GO NO MATTER WAT... i must save save save... i wan to shop at thailand.. enjoy everything n food at thailand.. see so many frens go thailand cum back so many thingy n so many pictures... fcukin envy..

n... my mum maybe on may 1st going to bring my whole family to a 2 day 1 night trip to KELONG.malaysia... heard tat a lot of food n enjoy kampong life lidat... YUMMY~~~

but still tinking lots bout the thailand trip... so this 2 months cannot buy clothes liao ... !!!

bAcKiE~~~~

2005-03-30T21:00:00.000+08:00

waSsSSssuPppp siNgaPoOOoReeeE...

sorry long time no blog.. no tag.. no msn.. no online... n missing in action so long... gotta noe more? check it out... oh yah... thx peeps for all ur taggy yah ?

ChEcK iT oUtta...

FRenz --> becoz of sum unfound reasons.. i've lost them... then kinda sad bout it.. one night .. roxy them jio me go sentosa the next day.. was so fcukin happy .. at least sum1 remembered me .. after sentosa we went steamboat... enjoyed everything thoroughly... but only for that night... after tat night... no more contacts again.. haiz..

then recently found sum new frens at yew tee bball court.. been slacking ard with them everynight ... everytime i work finish i'll go hm bath then go down find them slack... n we'll ton during weekends.. gd friday tat week... we've even ton 4 days in a straight row.. but like sianz sianz lidat.. n 2-3 days ago... i got into a fight at bball court with a fren... dun wanna tok bout it anymore... i've teared a bit after the fight.. coz i knew.. i've lost a fren again jus lidat.. n its true ~ gone ~ its ok since its gone.. so ...as i said.. i recently always hang out at court or ton... so no time to online coz always cum back is fcukin tired le..

FACTz --> everything jus cum n goes... cum n goes... cum n goes... n now again... im lonely here typing this blog.. ... ... ... u noe i hate which feeling ? the feelings tat ... i go back to long lost fren n feel so awkward... my old brothers... tat time go back with them... i feel so awkward.. but everything goes ok.. but we seldom together still.. n dutchie that grp... tat time go back with them... starting also feel awkward... but everything goes well... but dunno why.. gone again.. then roxy.. that time go sentosa at 1st i feel awkward... but things goes well but all happiness jus lasted 1 day~ in my life i tink i've changed 100 times of cliques... maybe the problems lies with me bahz... but.. i reali did cherish all the times when i with all my past cliques n past frens... n always i put effort in making them luff ard.. but haiz... burn... Jus let it burN... ...

WORK-- > haiz work time haven been flying slower n slower.. n tat makes me feel so tired...

this few days.. after work... i go shopping alone... go town go beach rd ... go everywhere... bought a lot of stuffs for me myself n i... until my mum scold me ... she shouted at me.. i reali hope to tell her " mum.. only buying clothes , shopping.. can make me ease away all my loneliness.. " but in the end i nv said tat coz it will be like so dramatic for her bahz? in the end i said" hana hana... ppl can collect stamps can collect shoes.. can collect watches... why cant i collect clothes.. " haiz..

clothes clothes clothes clothes clothes clothes clothes --> im used to shopping alone.. choosing clothes alone .. n its true... only shopping can make my lonely time past faster ... n dressing up can make me feel much confidence n happy.. although dressed up liao... still not handsome... but i happy can liao... jus dun like my height as a guy.. wear everything also look like a kid.. HATE IT !!!!

I WAN GO TOWN SLACK N SHOP!! I WAN GO CHIONG !! I WAN GO SENTOSA !! I WAN GO STEAMBOAT !! I WAN GO KBOX !!!

all this should be my life !!!!!!!!!!!!

happi birthday to myself..

2005-03-06T23:43:00.000+08:00

~ BIRTHDAY Boi Boi ~

15 more mins to my b'dae ... hee* 19 years old le... March 7th !!!

UPDATE AGAIN... new pics./... town wib frens...

2005-02-27T21:37:00.000+08:00

UPDATEDDDDDDD AGAIN N AGAIN ... NEw picz... town wib frens...

sarah only managed to send me this 4 pics... all the others dunno why cant send tru... hahaz...
thx sarah for ur digital cam that day :)

the 4 pics right ? i absoblutely like the 1st wan... u all can click for a bigger view... its sarah who took it... sarah capture tat pic tru a mirror at constant craving.. its me n vic in 2 separate circled mirror... so cool... in tat circle... see properly my hand.. im taking a paper n doing a heart shape thingy~ tink u all can see bahz... sarah took it candidly wor... no one realise until she show us hehe..

art students attention... can take tat pic as a master piece if u all can draw well... hahaz..
sarah even put tat pic as her msn pic sia... not bad ar sarah~ thx thx..

UPDATE !!! New steam boat pics...

2005-02-27T19:40:00.000+08:00

UPDATED !!! NEW STEAM BOAT PICz

26th feb... me n my fren went for a steamboat session... n these r the pics updated... although not much... but... still can lah hor ? hahahahz..

same is under my fotomemories column har..

remember...

click Thumbnail for BIGGER view

After work... Bugis Alone... Levis.. ADIDAS

2005-02-21T21:42:00.000+08:00

After work... Bugis alone.. Levis.. ADIDAS

ok... boring ppl(me) passes boring working days.. hehe.. but not bad today pass kinda fast lor... dun tok much bout work coz nth interesting to say also... haha

then after work ard 6pm... take my uncle van to bukit batok mrt faster take train hm.. coz need to rush to bugis alter my levis.. coz too long remember? hehe.. i go ALONE SIA>...

Levis Shop
reach bugis at 8pm.. then faster head towards levis at bugis junction.. then a guy attended to me.. he almost the same height as me... so i felt kinda qing qie lor.. hahaz..then my outseam frm 36 inches reduce to 34 inches... tmr take sia... baik sia(good)... keke.. $2 only... i still tot is $3 bucks.. hahaz.. tink tmr if i go take right ? they surely put into a levis plastic bag... so earn a levis plastic bag from tat $2 alteration... not a bad deal har... haha...

ADIDAS SHOP
then after tat go jalan...then tot of buying adidas goods... but no money yet ... so wanna aim 1st .... i go to the real adidas shop at bugis... sia lah... i'm interested in a white base black short collar jacket... with the word " Honduras" at the back... fcukin style sia... actualli look for red adidas jacket but like not very nice leh...
then walked ard in the real adidas shop after seeing the jacket... then... saw a white based t-shirt with front n back side of the shirt got Big adidas logo in blue colour... then nothing else in the shop interest me liao lor... i also like the pure white adidas watch... which nigapy have a green wan... din walk to the counter there so dunno they got watch keychain those thingy a not... jus see clothes only... shittt... should haf see got that watch a not.. hahaz..
ok so briefly is...

...ADIDAS items...(rank by which i will buy 1st)
1. Adidas White-based T-shirt with Big adidas Blue logo on front n the back side of the shirt - $49.90
2. Adidas White-based jacket with black short collar.. with the word "Honduras" at the back - $119
3. Adidas Pure White colour Watch - $95

LOLZ LOLZ LOLZ... theres a saying "everyone works for a living.." haha... but for me is like... "i works for clothing" haha rymthm again sehhhh~

tmr my levis jeans will cum back to his owner me! hahaha... going to visit my adidas item again tmr... today din manage to see any watch shop coz all close liao... tmr !!!

hahahahahahaha... see anywhere got better discount for the watch a not..

but mostly i get the white t-shirt this week ends bahz... then BANKRUPT LIAO.. must wait for 1st of march then can get pay to get either the watch or the honduras jacket... but better got stock hor !!!!!! dun later march cum new stock then i pengz... hahaha

Massage at HotSpa at roxy square..

2005-02-20T22:57:00.000+08:00

Massage... Spa.. Sauna.. Steam bath.. etc...

hahaz... this morning awie(my old pub colleague,29 yrs old) jio me go Massage Parlour at Roxy Square.. he treat sia... so i go lor... hehe... take train to Paya Lebar then take taxi to Roxy Square Shopping centre
awie reach jus after me 10 minutes lidat... then 2 min later elson (awie fren,21 yrs old) reach also..
--i noe elson frm last Massage parlour meeting--

then we took 15 mins to find the place sia... so ulu sia.. hahaz.. its inbetween a multi storey carpark 3rd floor.. its call " HOt Spa"
last time we go the kallang tat wan is call "Health Spa"

we reached at 11.20am.. booked our massage time at 3pm... so we can haf time to use facilities there...

i'll make a brief talks bout it... coz i tired wan slp le.. tmr still haf to wake up n work..

ok... after we booked our massage time... we head to changed to their shorts.. then 1st we go to the hot jacuzzi without bubble... haha.. but we dare not go the cold wan coz fcukin cold...

then we go suana ... go steam bath... then we eat the palour food... i ate nasi padang.. LIKE SHIT.. haha .. elson eat mee sua soup.. awie eat tuna bread... then after tat i ate luncheon meat bread.. then elson also eat same with me... we drink alot also... drink tea... drink coffee... drink orange juice... hahaz... i asked for bandung but disapointment.. dun haf ! haha.. HEALTH SPA GOT SIA.. HOT SPA DUN HAF... LOUSY~~~

i also show them magic... haha.. they kinda shocked.. but agar also noe why is lidat nahz.. hehe.. tyhen after tat keep my deck liao... they smoke at the smoking corner...

then we go to massage liao.. elson massager cum 1st... haha ... auntie sia... then elson looked at me in a sian sian way. haha... then mine cum in... sia lah.. PRETTY SIA... malaysian(noe by her eccent)... wear mini skirt sumore.. hahaz.. actually all wear skirt lah... but my massager is more shorter coz she younger so more daring lor.. then awie massager cum in liao.. also aunty... hhahahz.. she tok a lot to awie sia.. hahaz... the room only we 3 plus the 3 massagers lor... but dun tink wild... no sex nahz.. no fore play all tat nahz... its a clean parlour..

after finish spa... we go into the hot jacuzzi again... then gossip bout our massagers.. hahah... awie say he 1st time tok so much during massage sia(coz usually massage is fcukin quiet wan) hahaha... then elson say her wan massage him until fcukin pain... at the shoulder tat part.. hahaz.. then they say mine pretty n sexy... i tink so too hahahaha...
then we compare HealthSpa n this HotSpa... then i tell awie.. healthspa the facilities... the service.. the food... is very gd... but massage anyhow nia.. then HotSpa.. everything no gd... except cheaper by $10+ bucks.. n the massage is gd n many patterns... so i tell awie... if can haf both gd point mix together... i surely go that wan... then awie say to me 5 english words "u noe mr tan a not?" then i lufffffffff like hellllllllll hhahahahahaz....... whoever read my blog... rem to ask me in real life.... haha... maybe can make u all luff also... i cant confirm but maybe will lor... hahahaha...

then bath n change liao... uset he gel there n comb hair all tat then leave the place liao... we decided to proceed to play billard at Far East Shopping centre... not FE plaza.. dun mix up wor.. hehe..

elson go fetch her gf cum.. then .. awie jio his fren joseph(24yrs old) n joseph gf cum... so all of us play pool lo... wah biang... both their stead pretty sia.. awie also tell me he patch with mardia liao... CONGRATE WIE~

then the billard also fcukin ulu lor... also in carpark... apala? hahahhaa...

we play 3 rounds for 2 hrs... hahaha... then at 8pm... we leave the billard centre... then go makan KFC at wheelock place there... tok cock bull shit play mahjong lor.. haha

then 9pm leave there all go hm liao... then now im here typing the blog lor.. hehe..
tmr monday again... pray for weekends again.. -praypraypray- haha..

ppl usually say monday blues.. . n im going to experience it tmr le... sad sia~ haha... but not bad lah... this weekends is kinda fun-filled for me... but pls.. more outing.. more ppl cum also !! hahahaz.. CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG..

New Ko tou chan... if ppl ask me.. steady bo? i will say back...
STEADY BOM BIBI... haha... altough kinda ginna but its like kinda cute lor... haha.. more n more ko tou chan liao.... nice nice...

pulau ubin tripp

2005-02-19T19:53:00.000+08:00

Pulau Ubin tripp

yah.. last night receive a lot of sad news..

xiann not going to ubin coz her parents maybe dun allow n she dun feel like going also coz her parents spoils her mood.. then she kept say sorry n type sad sad msg to me sia.. make me feels so guilty... haha.. anyway... theres always next outing.. :)

then maxie msg me says she need to attend praying lesson at 11am n not afternoon liao... so she cant go ubin also .. but no choice.. praying is much much more impt.. i understand yah.. :)

then.. vonn alone also sianz sianz.. so she choosed nt to go.. nvm... next outing steam boat ~~ hahaz..

ok... i'll start frm here...

i reach hm at 7.45am .. went to bath until 8am.. then wanna go slp until 8.45am lidat then wake up prepare meet jeremy n beckham go ubin.. but then when 8am i going to slp liao... hp ranggggg.... sianz 1/2..

jeremy ask me go meet him eat breakfast at 8.30am.. lame lor... there goes my 1 hr slp... ahhahahaz.. then no slp lor... wake up brush teeth all tat again! jhahahahz.. then prepare all tat .. jeremy wait until du lan so cum up my place outside.. coz he knew i always late.. hahaz.. he fcukin clever now..

then beckham me n jeremy go only... at 1st they keep tinking n saying that "HUH 3 person only y dun postpone sia.. surely sianz wan... more ppl more merrier mah"

then i replied.. " wat to do? i did my best le.. but outcome lidat.. " then i give them a cunning smile..

then we talk bout the trip while walking to take train... then i noe the mrt to bedok is damn fcukin many stations.. so i bring cards to ease away the time..
then mrt to Jurong east so many ppl no place to play cards... in the end we play when we changed train at jurong east ... then reali fcukin fast time flew n reached bedok sia... they both also shocked sia.. hahaz.. my method works~~~~ -winkz-

then reach le.. take bus num 2 to changi village... then walk to the ferry terminAL.. then pay the uncle money then we bought the boat le... no lah wahahahha is board* the boat le.. then wah so cool sia.. the wind blows on our face.. hehe..

5mins later reach ubin island liao.. when we arrive n look up... " WELCOME TO PULAU UBIN" tat proves tat we arrive at the right place... hahaha..

then we walked further up... saw the 1st rental shop... then itchy liao.. so din tink much so rent each a bike liao... me n beckham bike is $5 until 6pm.. jeremy bigger bike is $8 until 6pm... wat fcuk? fcuking cheap lor ... SHEN SHEN SHEN... MOTHER ZUI BANG ~ hahahahaz..

then we ride up for 1 mins.. then saw shops tat sells coconut liao... tats wat we cum to ubin for... CYCLING N COCONUT. hahahaz.. then we quicky sit down n each bought a coconut for $1.50 ...very sweet n the meat if soft... made in thailand.. hahaz..

then 2 girls walked towards us n sit infront of us... they say they r frm dunno wat sch lah,... then wanna do an interview... ask us for permission can a not.. then in my mind i say "dun nid money ... y not?" hahahahahahaz... SHEN SHEN SHEN MOTHER ZUI BANG~ HAHA

then they ask... wat we cum ubin for.. at the moment did we regret anything.. how we find ubin this island.. hows the ppl ard? alamakz.. a lot of hows hows hows lah.. so i make it short n brief... they actualli asked... hows EVERYTHING~ hahaz..
finished interview... they use digicam took a picture of we 3.. then they leave liao.. lolz..

then we finished out coconuts.. we itchy liao... so faster go ride bike.. then go explore a lot of place... saw wild boar... we chatted with the ppl fishing there.. ask about wat fish they can get.. how long they haf to wait... n high tide low tide thingy... haha.. then after tat saw peacock opening their beautiful feathers so proudly infront of me... so fcukin nice sia.. then saw parrot.. saw rabbits.. saw birds.. saw a lot a lot of dogs n cocks...

then after tat cycle back to the central... go eat ... i ate salted fried rice.. jeremy eat fried rice.. beckham eat horfun.. my drinks kickaboo.. jeremy drinks calamasi.. beckham drinks 100plus..

then after tat i gian play cards.. n only the coconut there got table play cards.. so we went over n eat coconuts again... then play daidee there... then the aunty say buy 7 coconuts free 1 coconuts..

then .. we go cycle again... go find the thai temple... then on the way found tua bei gong temple... so go pray.. then after tat travel to the thai temple... on the way we stopped a lot of times to buys drinks... very thirsty sia.. hahaz... but cycling there is so different... like ... rocky path.... very nice lor... like go hiking lidat...

then saw 2 female model not famous wan there... many fotographer.. ard 10 fotographers.. then the 2 model fcukin chio sia...

then reach the thai temple liao... pray there again... then buy 100plus n mineral water there... then enjoy the peace n calm there... then ride down back to central... den down the fcukin deep slope... so shiok...

i shouted to both of them" rem to brake slowly... or u will fly.."
beckham heard me wrongly" rem not to brake... jus let it fly.."
then jeremy infront.. me in the middle... then when i jus finish the deep slope liao... a person behind shouted... but i forgot wat he shout... then me n jeremy turn back...
PONG.... beckham n the bicycle fly off very far sia... then beckham whole body go into the forest sia... then when he walk out ... he shout... pain pain.... his whole left hand n left leg all blood sia...

all like no mood liao... so lac lac.. we wash his wounds at ALL toilet stops.. then.. he say" siao liao lah... my father surely dun let me go out with u all liao... how how how..."

hahaz... a lot of fcukin joke lah... then we go back central fcukin slowly coz beckham afraid to fast liao... then all also like... "bo lard liao"(no strength).. haha..

reach central... we drink coconuts again.. n we hit that combo.. so total we drank 8 coconuts altogether.. hahaz.. then went hm after returning the bike... then we slept on boat... slept on bus.. slept on train... hahaz... all slept sia.. all tired mahz... then reach hm le lor..

my mum now cum back... hahaz... rub medicine on beckham hands.. haha ... he jus shouted... hahahahaz... ok lah... my brother wan use come le... tata~

Sparks

2005-02-19T19:27:00.000+08:00

FRIDAY NITE OUTTT .. ~cOOL~

last night (friday) , after my work.. went hm bath all tat... then go lot 1 meet kiki.. then decided to go sparks.. although to most clubbers sparks is for childish ppl.. n when ppl heard sparks is techno-based... they will tink... yuckzzzz... for ah beng ah lian.. xiao mei mei xiao didi de..
but i dun care... still went.. coz tats e only disco tat kiki haf lotsa frens there n he can enter wan .. coz he still not yet 18 mahz.. then actualli wan reach be4 11pm so tat we can go in for $8 only... coz after 11pm is $15.. so expensive... budget sia.. hahaz..

then the fcuk up ki ki go play billard n keep ask me wait.. den pass the time liao.. so decided not to go sparks ... then dunno where to go... jamed at lot1 mac lor... then i watch kiki,vincent,songkiat,ysabel,n 2 person i dunno the name play "xi ki pit" .. hahaz.. i nv bet coz i promise Tua Bei Gong cant play black jack all tat le.. if play... let me lose all the money anytime i played.. but i say i only can play daidee each card 10cents tat kind.. hahaz..

then they played until go back liao.. that time is ard 12.30am liao.. then went up to kpool again... then saw cindy cum with terence play billard... cindy nv change sia.. still as pretty :) then terence... 1st time wave n say hi to me sia.. hahahaz.. so i greet back lor :)

then after tat kiki say he hungry go 302 eat 1st... sia lah... the mix vegetables rice 3mins he finish sia... so big plate sia... can see how hungry he is.. haha.. then i fcukin sianz n dun feel like go hm... so i called shao jun n ask her where is her... she say she at boat quay with her sisters.. later 3am going to sparks until 6am... then i tell kiki bout it then we decided to go over to sparks by night rider lor.. sparks 3am to 6am $8 again... nice wan lah... hahaz..

then reach there at 2.30am wan.. then overshot the bus... coz we tot got nearer busstop to stop... who noes... go until far far sia... we walk back ... took us 20 mins sia 1 busstop.. fcuk right ?

then 2.50am we reach the door of sparks.. then wait there until 3am then go in... its like... so KIASU lor.. hahahaz.. a lot of poilice there... catch so many ang kong siao.. then those ah lian ger... all so power lau lan back the police sia... tok louder then police sia.. hahaz.. in the end the police also flirt with them then let them go.. lame right ? hahaz..
then ard 3am.. kiki ask me go in liao.. i say " dun lah... wait 3.05am... arbo like paiseh sia... so kiasu.. haha"

then at 3am... 3 girls walked pass me go into sparks... suddenly one look n me n call me.. "yong xing right ? " wat fcuk... i dun even noe who is her... hahaz.. not very pretty but i like the way she speaks.. n she walks like a clock... tick tok tick tok.. (sabala)

then go in liao... saw weiloon... saw kiki real kor kor.. saw zhong ping..saw a lot of my 1986 batch pri sch mates.. they dun recognise me... they r so fcukin pretty now lor.. saw Delvin(tw play soccer wib me wan).. then saw shao jun them later... but fcuk lor... shao jun treats us like transparent sia.. nv tok to us or say hi or look at us sia.. she now got guys n girls with her so forget us old frens liao right ?

then dance n drink burboncoke.. the burbon strength is like... okok only lor.. not tat strong.. so not much effect.. hahaz.. wat can i expect when i only pays $8.. haha..

then i realise in the whole disco... almost 90% of the girls wear jap sia... no more those tupe or spagetti all tat liao sia.. many fcuking pretty sia..
shao jun fren ... kiki noes the name.. one call kai lin ... one call cuiyu.. both pretty sia..

den i dun dance much.. so i tok to delvin... exchanged fone numbers.. then tok a lot bout my past n his past..

then 5.3am lidat leave with kiki liao... went to bus stop wait for 190.. then 190 cums at 6.15am liao... then wanna board... at the same thing zhong ping n delvin arrive n hold us back.. ask us to wait for them n take next bus.. apala~ then tok tok tok ... wait for their girl dunno wan go their hse a not all those stuff... delay delay then in the end no girl cum.. hahaz.. then we 4 guys took 190 at 6.50am lidat lor,...

then i reach hm at ard 7.45am... bath le ard 8am... wanna slp until 9am be4 meet jeremy n beckham go ubin... but fcuker jeremy 8.15 call me ask me 8.30 go eat breakfast... there goes my slp again. haha..

so colddddd

2005-02-17T23:10:00.000+08:00

haiz... recently everythings so cold...

UPDATE !!!

2005-02-15T00:24:00.000+08:00

UPDATE !!!

i've added a new links at my left column..

//*HisAnimationLinkz*\\

so got any nice animation i will put it on...

so my readers haf more ... more... i dunno how to say lah... u noe u noe? hehe

wat a valentine day...

2005-02-14T16:59:00.000+08:00

Wat A Valentines day...

i jus woke up... haiz... already 5pm... felt so empty...
yst lose all my money liao... haiz.. sumore no gf...

a guy is at his weakest when he haf no money n no gf at the same time..
sumore on valentines day i dun haf this 2 element sia.. haiz....

now im eating maggi mee n playing com...
last year this time... im wearing handsome handsome at town now... eating jacks place..
now im eating maggi mee with only boxers on... haiz..

many frens told me... dun worry no gf nvm still got frens.. but then... MONEY is still the more important factor neh~

To me... NO MONEY = NO CONFIDENCE

Fa Fen Tu Qiang

2005-02-14T08:49:00.000+08:00

FA Fen Tu Qiang

jus reach hm ... n jus came back hm after losing $174 in black jack... damn sway.. no $$$ in my wallet liao... sad sia..

then after gamble we go drink tea at coffeeshop... then tok a lot about life... tok bout future business n many things... mostly regarding money... n also toking bout how our frens haf money... n which fren of us is clever(in money way)... many many things lah... n realise a lot of things in life again...

now my wallet KOSONG again... restart my life again.. wat sia~ always lidat... haiz..

todays valentine's day... i've make a promise to myself tat i wanna fa fen tu qiang....
my mum factory starts only on 16th feb.. (coz close for rest for few days coz new year)
im going to tell her i decide to work at her place again... this is the 3rd attempt im trying to work for her in her factory liao... coz last time keep sianz all tat den work half way or work few days then sianz then din go liao... i noe the salary will be fcukin pity low... but at least still can get little extra bucks... for my clothing... for my outing... n etc...

i'm going to tell my mum i wanna go her factory to work.. frm monday to friday only... then i will let her noe tat coz im still a young guy.. need to be with frens n enjoy outside life also... so make my saturday n sunday free for frens n outings... but dunno she say can a not...

then working hrs should be weekdays 8am to 5.30 or 6pm bahz... then take transport hm then rest all tat at night still can use com but must slp lor.. coz next day got work... but i will keep close contact even in sms or online with all my frens... so tat we could plan more outings... more ton^ing outing all tat.. k? sumtimes u all must auto contact me k? hehe.. saturday outing day ... then friday nite or saturday night can ton... sunday morning maybe can hold play soccer at cck 214 with them..

to my frens: on weekdays... sum of u go sch... sum of u go works.. sum of u zho bo lan.. anything lor.. but weekends like saturday outings try ya best to make it wor... coz we must meet out more often... noe why ? FOR FUN ... im serious... coz we work 5 hard days no matter studying or working...so we could spend the weekends having FUN together... looking forward to all weekends k? got any idea on wat outing also can call n discuss wib me k? hehe

but i tink if my mum going to hire... tink she hire me only... coz she another factor is hope her child which is me.. wont wander about mahz...

new column

2005-02-08T01:51:00.000+08:00

wasssuppPPp.... im back~

n of coz back with gd news...

i've added a picture gallery under TheSadGuy-->HisPastMeMories..

from now on... if got new pics i will add into tat column... so keep track of any updates wor..

(*_@) winkz..

and if u click the link liao... but those thumbnails pic is too small... click on it for larger view~

:)

NEW HAIR CUT ~~~~

2005-02-05T23:00:00.000+08:00

NEW HAIR CUT ~ YEAH~~~~~

where should i start...
erm...

ok i reach le yew tee... then all the sallon close liao... left one malay barber shop... but i've had enuff of my thick n untidy hair... so i went on to the malay shop n cut it...

inside got 1 chinese guy free to cut... so i went over n i speak mandarin to him... i dunno why i so gan jiong tok to him bout my hair so fast sia... hahaz... he jus em em em... n nod his head... hahaz.. an old man lah.,, at 1st still scared he dunno how to cut sia coz old ... then like no fashion taste mahz...

then ask him how much cut my hair? he said $8 .. WAHAHAHAHAHAHA fcukin happy coz like budget mahz... haha... but still a bit scared coz not expensive = no quality cut.. hahahahaha
then start cut liao... he chop chop chop... cut like very fast ... my heartbeat also very fast liao.. hahahaha... coz new year all ppl see me ... i must in gd form leh. hahahahz... j/k j/k...

then while he cut.. i guide him... then he chop chop chop ... then finish liao...
AI SHEA.... NOT BAD SIA..... hahahahahaz... fcuking happy lor... not thick anymore... not untidy anymore... haha.. maybe others might not tink is nice... but i tink so can liao !!! more confidence in going out liao... but haiz... tink of going out means tink of my adult ezlink... sianz...

anyway... my today hair stylist is the old man n only chinese in the yew tee dunno wat 88 is its sign board... beside the bubble tea tat wan.. hehe.. I LOVE U UNCLE ~~~~ MUaCkzzzz

actually when i pay him a $10... i wan give him the $2 as tips coz he did a great job... but in the end... din... coz its like... im a young guy ... n i give e old man tips... is like...scared to him is humilating lor?? ?
but of coz i reali meant gd n wanna give him as a encouragement or sth lidat .. my eng not gd lah
so in the end i din lor...

then went hm fcukin happy wan to faster bath n try to style sia... hahaha... gan jiong sia me...

ok stop here le... rushing to meet nigel liao... LATE LIAO WAHAHAHAHAHA

Proper blog

2005-02-05T22:36:00.000+08:00

This time i must write a proper blog...

fCUKiNg HaPPi dAy fOr Me...

ok ok ... lets get everything rollin...

this morning... woke up at 9am... den faster prepare then meet my old-frens play soccer at 214...
at 1st tot will strange n awkward... but everything turns out fine... they treat me very gd.. make me feel tat im not an exception frm them... guys... thx thx :)
i din score any goal today... haha... keep losing... but its ok... i've enjoyed the process... the passing the running the miss shooting... everything ... hahaz..

then after tat one of the guys bought a deck of cards when we buy drinks at mamashop.. then i perform sum tricks for them to see... hehe... thx for wasting ur time looking at my magics... keke..
then after tat played 3 way daidee coz no 4th person to play... no win no lose...
gamble until 4.30pm then go hm le...

coz use adult ezlink dunno wan take 307 hm or take Mrt... in the end took mrt coz fcukin tired le..

then when reach hm... saw my whole family like dressed up n going out liao... so i ask them wait for me to bath all tat... coz... if they leaves... WHERES MY DINNER ???
haha... pai seh let u all wait har...

then after tat we go one of the jigong hse give them beer as gift.. then leave for causeway point..
noe y causeway? coz its 5th of feb.... MY LEVIS JEANS......... hahahaha... finish alter liao

so happy sia... but after alter ... tink still long leh ~duhz~ sianz 1/2

then after tat we walk causeway a while.. then my mum ask my youngest sister to pierce ear coz new ear cuming can wear ear ring nice nice pretty pretty cute cute mahz. hahaz...
my sis scared pain so dun wan ... she younger then me 8 years old n her name is cindy neo wei shan... she turn so pretty after her rebonding... hahaz..

then my mum said to my sis tat .....
"my two elder sons becum char bor (coz both pierce ear) ... then my youngest daughter becum da bor (coz DIN pierce ear) " ... hahahaha... we 3 siblings all luff very loud sia...

then after tat we continue shop n mum bought my sis 2 sets of clothing for CNY..
finally my mei mei also will noe wat is childish clothing n wont wan to buy those childish wan... she bought sum nice sexy clothes... hahaz... not lingerie lah of coz... !!!!

then after tat i walk n walked... n keep touching my hair coz its feel so thick n untidy... coz i tot of growing long hair like li sheng jie lidat.. hahaz... but given up today... coz cannot take it liao.. n tink back... "i so short long hair surely very ugly wan"

so i keep hurry my parents go back hm... bluff them i going out... ask them drop me at yew tee mrt ...
in the end all saloon close liao left one malay barber shop... actually tot dun wan cut liao... but still cut in the end lor... hehe... but very happy... noe why? read the next blog... coz this blog long enuff liao.. haha

now i reach hm n bath... parents went to ah ma hse if im not wrong.. still haven tried my levis... sad sad sia~ hahaz..

then marcus call me... ask me go WARREN the condo beside lot1... his new home to watch football... so i meeting nigel to walk there... meeting him soon... so must type faster ... hehe..

foned yeevon wanna confirm with her bout tmr sentosa thingy but she nv pick up... so later going to call maxie after this... hehe.. hope dun disappoint me sia...

read my next blog for my new hair cut process...

ADULT FARE !!!!

2005-02-04T16:20:00.000+08:00

~DUHZ~ ADULT FARE

wah biang... jus now go town must buy adult ez link liao coz kanna caught which i jus mention...
wah biang.. $15 but only got $7 value. wat fcuk???

lidat where got enuff for me sia... make me scared n dun dare go out anyhow liao sia..
maybe this is government ways of controlling kids frm wandering ard bah?
fcuking gd method lor.... HAHAHA now jam me at hm... wat fcuk..

go town actually can take train straight wan... now coz adult... so must take to lot 1 then take 190 sia... so ma fan coz need to save money...
wat fcuk? take train to lot 1 need ard 80cents for 1 station ??????????????? wat sia~~~

then when cum back frm town... dun dare take train liao... take 190 to lot 1 then take 307 hm... took me 1 n half hr to reach hm sia~
reach hm ard 2pm

then now 4pm suddenly feel like going town to slack again or go anywhere... jus go out can liao ... but no where n no one acc... sianz..

haiz... me ah xing neh... friday where can stay hm wan ? haiz... sianz...

maxie jus now at msn tell me sun go sentosa... haha... at least got sth planned liao... so tat i can haf sumthing to look forward to...

maxie... rem bring ur digicam... pICz pIcz pICz nn moreeeeee pIcs... haha.,..

so many of our planned outing nv once succeed... pray hard this 1 can !!! hahaha

I kanna caught

2005-02-04T10:34:00.000+08:00

I KANNA CAUGHT~~~

wat fcuk? i use my younger sis ezlink jus now... kanna caught sia...
they say if they wrote down the card details liao...
if next time im the 1 use it... their dunno wat sound system will dunno wat lah...
then they will confiscate n give me a fine or summon... haha..

haiz... no money liao... now still wan me use adult ezlink sia...
wat fcuk...
ok lah... go out le~

A BIG THANK U

2005-02-03T23:30:00.000+08:00

BIG THANKIE FOR U ~ JANICE~(exswiss)

Thank u...

thankz for teaching me do the archive...

hahaz...

anyway linked u le...

long time no see u...

change a lot liao...

n wow... saw ya blog... u got a yandao bf...

so sweet see all ur pictures.. hehe

~god bless~

bai tou xie lao ok?

zao shen gui zi ok?

Last but not least...

JANICE U FCUKER NV TAG ME YET~~~

hahahaha

(no offence)

YeAHhhh

2005-02-03T19:52:00.000+08:00

yEaHhhhHh

went bugis then to orchard...

bought a converse sort of sch shoes lidat... to go with my levis... now latest guys trend mahz.. hehe

then bought a top man shirt..

saw michelle at bugis dcp ... both said hi... went far east jus to eat hero bread... hehe..

ok then go hm liao...

tata~

jus woke up

2005-02-03T10:59:00.000+08:00

yawnz...............

jus woke up...

tink later go town ard 12... then go bugis ard 2+ or 3+

then later go army market ard 3+ or 4+ bahz... then go hm ard 5+ bahz... haha

easy blog...

levi jeans

2005-01-30T22:48:00.000+08:00

hey everyone... miss me mah? long time no blooggggg lazy mahz... hhahaz

ok fei hua shao shuo...

today went causeway with my family.. hehehe... actually is help them see clothes...

in the end got myself a levi jeans...

hahahaz

fcuking happy sia... i've got wat i wan le.. hehe...

but coz i short short so must alter so only 5th feb then i can see my beloved levis.... haha

haha... so many days no blog... still nobody tag me... sad sia... but its ok...

coz learning to accept happiness liao..

less sadness... more happiness..

recently totally forgotten her le... but ( she's still important.. my most important frens)

ok byez everyone...

Planning

2005-01-28T01:46:00.000+08:00

Jus cum up from swimming pool...
at swimming pool chat with jeremy.. sabiq n ah han..
tok a lot... n plan abt saturday east coast thingy...

haiz.. jeremy jus msg me say he not cuming liao. haiz..

to jeremy: u r never buay steady... i understand ur situation :) n jus now i at swimmingpool keep disturb u say u buay steady all tat... u should noe my pattern is joke joke wan mahz.. when u msg me those thingy bout our friendship i shocked sia.. dun lidat wor.. theres always next outing :)

tat means... will be nigel.. me..sabiq(75%).. ah han(50%)... maxie.. yeevon.. n ivory(nigel cousin girl)
sabiq maybe meeting us there later ..
haiz.. sad sia.. nobody support my outing.. lolz..
although less ppl... but hope u all will n do enjoy urself tat day k?

n YEEVON... u jus promise u will overnite..

Sumone...

2005-01-27T17:28:00.000+08:00

Sumone tells me today...

"in future.. u should find a ger who loves u more than u loves her.. so tat u wont get hurtx more than her."

tats the same things tat my mum told me years ago...

but is that sentence possible?

i tink its impossible.. no one will loves me that much... no one will loves me more than i love her..

...not now..

...not tmr...

...not years later...

...not forever...

cHi xInG jUe dUi

EAST COAST ANYONE? ? ?

2005-01-26T23:05:00.000+08:00

NOTICE EVERYONE !!! EAST COAST ON SATURDAY NIGHT ! ANYONE INTERESTED?

im trying to hold a chap ba lang frens outing to East Coast Park this saturday nite to ride midnight bicycle.. ... ride until the next morning..
tat means different small grps of frens of mine.. will meet up n go relac ride bike nor..

but pls.... if u all cuming for chiobu n yandao... im sorry.. i'll haf to disappoint u all..
coz i hope u all sincere cum n enjoy n relac.. coz i long time no ride midnight bike le...
hope sum of my frens can mit up n acc me..
n not cum here for the purpose of chio bu n yandao..
Dun cum liao then say" wah xing... no chio bu/yandao ... zhao zhi dao bu yao lai"

*PLAN*
my plan is like we meet up at one of the mrt station ard 6.30pm... then reach there maybe 8pm..
then lend midnight bike... coz bike shop 9pm close..

everything not confirm coz still finding ppl.. but if confirm... mostly is follow the plan above...
who interested pls taggy me or tell me in msn ah_xing8@hotmail.com ... let me noe be4 saturday... or call me at 90238101
if can... bring more frens also.. dun bring lan lan or sian sianz wan wor...

learning new song

2005-01-26T01:23:00.000+08:00

LEARNING TO SING Chi Xin Jue Dui

hahaha... going to lost my voice tonite...

coz i promise myself if i din master this song by tonight...

i wont slp...

li sheng jie ... Chi Xin Jue Dui..

learn liao next time sing for u all hear k?

but dun vomit lah... haha..

ok... hardworking me haf to go le...

last but not least Chi Xin Jue Dui is a FCUKING NICE SONG

-=zhao liao=-

who will be the stupid gerrr?

2005-01-25T19:02:00.000+08:00

WHO WILL ? ? ?

who will make things for me?

who will go to the sea n shout my name?

who will be there for me when i need sum1 by my side?

who will always tok to her fren about me?

who will always skip her heartbeat twice whenever my name is mentioned?

who will yearn to see me always?

who will watch me play sports?

who will cook for me?

who will love me like she nv love be4?

?WHO?

who is tis stupid ger of mine?

n where on earth r u . . .

dun play hide n seek with me anymore...

a more happier blog..

2005-01-24T21:55:00.000+08:00

(*_@) A HaPPier BloG

Had a gd drinkin session wib yeevon frm 3am to 5am
although merely 2 hrs but we kept each other filled..
nv reali haf e chance to kip quiet sia.. haha

morning woke up.. mit her*
send her* to work...
say a lot of unreasonable n hurtin words to each other face to face...
but i'll mozart off since intend to forget her* (but we r still frens nahz.. forget me not~)

after she* went to work.. still got some time be4 i meet ah han(younger cousin) n his primary sch frens play soccer at bukit panjang... so i walk town alone...

saw shuling at naturally jojo in wisma..
say hi to each other...

then went over to heeren... after heeren... walk to take bus ...

while walking.. saw a guy fcuking handsome...
but after he walked pass me..
i looked at his back view...
his hair got a tail at total left side...
tats ugly n tats wat ruin his image...
if wan tail.. grow like mine ... in the middle lah :P

walked further up..
an auntie gave me flyers... (i not interested but i dunno y i reach out my hand n take)
actualli wanna throw it in the dustbin beside her...
but suddenly tot of her feelins..
so i walked n threw at a further dustbin..
HAHA..

took bus 190 to bukit panjang...
then swee swee ah han release..
so i went over n call him..
went up to his hse n change to shorts n tee..
then play soccer with him, ah yang(his younger bro).. n his frens..
ah han pri 6.. ah yang pri 4..

be4 play soccer.. i asked ah han to help me buy dinner in his sch... ask him how much the chicken rice.. he say 80cents.. HAHA... wat fcuk?
i straight away ONz sia.. hahaha
then he go in sch n buy liao...

eat so happily sia... food not bad... quantity also enuff for me to full.. hahaz
so happy maybe coz cheap bahz? hahahaha budget meal..

eat finish liao.. rest my stomach awhile..
*soccer time*
play under his blk.. bp blk 402
coz play with pri sch kids.. i machiam god lidat...
haha... but we play is rubber ball.. anyhow fly sia..
coz i wear e jersey with my name ah xing behind..
all call my name in the game.. haha.. machiam very need me lidat..
n so fast all... i mean all noe my name liao.. hahahha
i suddenly becum famous with zhenghua pri kids liao

after tat play until sianz liao..
ask ah han bring me to better challengers place...
walked down a road..
then ah han n ah yang bring me go a hse tat sells SENG BAO (ice packet)
got a lot of flavour... bandung,milo,lychee,pineapple etc..
me 3 eat bandung ... 1 ice packet for 30cents.. so expensive sia.. i always eat 20cents when im young.. this maybe proves tat economy is better liao tats y ppl willing to spend more.. so price rise... WAT FCUK? hahahaha

reach the shelter...
play soccer with sum malay n chinese.. tis time stronger opponents...
but i still proved im gd~ hahaha wat fcuk? more n more BhB liao.. cannot take it sia.. haha

sianz of soccer liao.. so much kicking today.. wanna rest n drink water..
so walked with ah han.. ah yang .. n one of their fren joined us to bukit panjang plaza

go mac 1st... i nv go in.. guess y? coz they go in take so many cup of ice water!!! hahahaz
in the end they pass me 1... i walked away n drink.. coz i thirsty mahz..
looked at the ice water on my hand n in my heart says.. " Why not..."
haha.. then drink liao..

we walked whole plaza once... then went to buy bubble tea at sweet talk...
looked over to Roiboz..
got 2 guys.. 1 working 1 not..
so wonder either one of them should be the so called.. "Ah Tong" bahz..

continue with my bubble tea thingy.. i ordered peppermint milk tea, ah han ordered chocolate milk tea,ah yang ordered straw berry milk tea,the fren ordered blue coral milk tea..
i pay sia~~~ who call me oldest sia~ sobbbb... no money liaooooo nahhhhhhh

after tat they saw a fren carrying bball.. so followed n play at nearby court..
so many ppl sia there... but those fajarian jio me join their team play.. n ...
I STILL PROVED TAT IM GD~ hahahahahahahaha buay ta han liao -stomach cramped-

wah.... everything came up to my mind i jus type... now scroll up then realise so fcukin long sia... sorry my readers... make u all stay in my blog so long... haha.. pai seh neh~ -blushes-

ok i'll promise i'll end very fast.. continue below...

ok... after bball went hm liao..

SEE... i keep to my promise n end very fast right? lolz... buay ta hannnnnnnnnnn

Specially to U*

2005-01-24T21:31:00.000+08:00

specially to u*

but i noe u* nv bother to read my blog.

sori.. tis morning being so unreasonable...
but maybe its the last time for me to be unreasonable n get hurtx...

tmr is our* break up 1 month...
kip telling myself to forget her*

restarting my life frm scratch again... haiz..

y army dun enlist me now?
so i dun haf to tink so much everyday..
coz my schedule in army will be filled..

i hate myself !
hate myself for always making mistake in life..
n kip need to restart frm zero...
not regarding love only.. but including frens n money...
everything jus keep restarts..

**----_ jus hate everything_--**

she* break her promise again

2005-01-23T20:50:00.000+08:00

she* break her* promises again... again n again...

wont let her* promise anything to me anymore... coz always in the end... it jus hurtxXx..

. . . our* last promises jus ended broken . . .

. . . never gonna mend. . .

<--hUrtx-->

din get the job

2005-01-23T20:20:00.000+08:00

damN~ went down to WM... then reach there saw the wat express shop right?
then the job vacancy paper there all written in chinese.. not even a single english word..
it wrotes in chinese............ (translation below)

*Job advertisement pasted on the wall*
"Staff needed urgently.. age below 45... pay can high until $1000... female working enviroment"

hahaz.. i explain...
staff needed urgently --> tats great... i might got a chance...
age below 45 --> below 45? tat means this job is like hinting for auntie to join
pay can high until $1000 --> very high meh?
female enviroment --> NO MORE CHANCEEEEEEEEE LIAO... BYE BYE

haaz.. then i pengz... i went hm lor..
anyway thx for introducing me the job..
u noe who u r...
its ok ur chinese sucks...
but at least u got heart to find me job...
keke... continue hunting for me k?
thx thx :)

THANK YOU ~!!!

2005-01-23T13:38:00.000+08:00

* woke up by a msg *

but happy msg.... hahaz... its worth to take away my below-8-hrs slp...

it says "polar express at WM wan to find ppl at $1000.. go check it check it check it out.. "

so cool sia~~~ happy sia~~~.. thank you....

but if i got the job... i'll........................

say thanks A LOT ~~~~~ (instead of only thank you like above)

wahahahahaha.... :PpP j/k j/k

going at there alone at ard 2pm... den cum back after tat lor.. :)

saturday bloggggg

2005-01-23T07:03:00.000+08:00

!!! mOrniNg !!!

its 7am on sunday... hehe .. JUSSSSSTTTT reach hm..
gonna slp soon.. but be4 slp of coz finish my blogggg...

saturday afternoon ard 1pm i woke up.. zho bo lan again..
wash up then eat lunch at hm.. then watch tv.. play football manager... still.. no one calls me..

called yeevon she said at sentosa liao... then called Pw.. say he acc stead..
den sianz 1/2 liao lor...

i go slp again.. on sofa... but uncomfortable.. so went back to room n slp..

slp until 7pm.. mum wake me up... say go IMM walk walk n haf dinner outside...
we did go IMM but no dinner for me yet.. haha .. hungry...

At IMM... i saw so many couples ard my age wan.. all hold hands or hold waist or sweet sweet.. haiz.. suddenly like.. a knife pierced into my heart.. sad sad sad sad

after IMM is like abt... 10pm.. then eat so-called-dinner (supper) hahaz.. at BB.

then 11pm meet jeremy n nigel n ah han.. those who always play soccer with me at regent grove carpark..
meet them at yew tee n drink... until 1am..
then back to poolside play cards... all of us exchange magic.. lolz.. learn new magic againz..
den we record magic video in my hp... who interested to see next time i show k? :)

*yawn* *yawn* yAwN* so tired.. slping soon le..
anyway 1st decent blogg without "fcuk" ...
......
oppz... i did it again ~ (just say it :XxX)

she changed her frenster details..

2005-01-22T05:17:00.000+08:00

haiz... she* changed all the detail in her frenster le..

lucky all the old testi i wrote for her*, she* nv delete.. but i guess is she* forgot to delete lor :XxX

then in her* 6 pics in frenster.. the me n her* togerther pic still there nv delete..

buttttt.............. see wat she* type for tat pic "tis pic i look so natural lors. so i dun wan to delete. me n yongxing-" --> wah biang.. tat means she* actualli wan to delete wan lah?

wan to cryyyyyyy liao la.... nobody loves me....

:(..........................................................

-=sad sad=-

cant get to slp.. slpless night again..

how should i start ? ? ?

2005-01-22T03:49:00.000+08:00

how should i start? ? ?

today wake up play football manager...
go down sun tan at ard 2pm to 5pm...
then go bath n play soccer till ard 6pm..
suddenly feel sianz... n sad.. n dunno y an urge of loneliness touches me again...
so i leave for hm..
jeremy n nigel msg me n ask me y?
happy tat sumone cares..
so i explain to them "sad n sianz"
then after tat ard 9pm go lot 1 walk walk..
go cheers after tat... din buy anything..
walk to interchange there wan buy dao hui.. but din buy...
wanna walk back hm..
then stop at limbang shopping centre for a glass of kopi...
after tat walk back to yew tee food court.. drink again...
finish drinking walk back hm... sit at swimming pool n slack.. n its abt 2pm le..
then 3.30pm went up hm... bath all tat...
end the day now here blogging lor.. sianz right ? hahahaha... dunno wat the fcuk m i doing also with my life...

so scared the break of dawn.. coz a brand new fcuking day will starts..

sianzation

2005-01-21T06:23:00.000+08:00

jus now 4.15am cum back frm yew tee ...

while walking back hm... hurt my right leg injury.. bleed again.. always wan sia..
pain pain pain...
then go hm bath.. cut away the skin... yuckz.. eeee painful..
then cant slp till now lor...
playing football manager 2005..
mum cum out n shout at me 3 times sia..
but still... cant slp...
shi mian sia me..

fucking day...

2005-01-21T01:00:00.000+08:00

EVERYTHING JUS WENT WRONG WRONG WRONG ~ ~ ~

1st wrong: today morning wake up realise 23 miss call.. haha ... wrong to peng so earli...

2nd wrong: wake up... dunno do wat shit.. walk ard hse.. ahaha.. bored until siao liao..
wanted to surf net... den fCuK... wat hardware failure sia.. cant connect internet..fCUk Up~

3rd wrong: then after half hr of fcuk up attitude to myself.. suddenly den realise need to go for job interview... but is ard 1.45pm liao.. actually plan to go at 11am so tat give gd impression.

4th wrong: reach taka at 2.45pm lidat... then wat fCuk.. go third floor n second floor... run up run down cant find the bubble tea shop... then said to myself" how cum gone liao?" superstitious tinking came up... EeEeee hahaha.. then finalli found at basement sia~ 3.05pm le.. find a shop for 20 mins in A shopping centre??? haha wat fcuk?

5th wrong: the boss fcuk up attitude to me lor.. tok to me like lan lan.. then ask me wat pay i expect.. i said " erm.. $4.. $4.50... or $5 lor" .... then she said... ok lor... if $4 u can make it then cum back to me.. go tink bout it.. WaT sIa? if i had known... i should be firm n said $5 !!!!
~Above is the wrong but jus continue the story here~ --> then i walk walk awhile then tink then go back to the shop.. then ask more detail.. they say must go for 3 days training WITHOUT PAY lor.. n each day 9 hrs lor. wat fCuK??? then she say scared i run away dun wan work.. so work until 20 days later then got pay to take... tat means if i work 19 days for her.. i leave n wan claim the pay... she wont give lor.. then she also say cant take leave on CNY eve... n the 2nd day of CNY must go back work liao... then in my heart is ... wat fcuk.. lidat how i gonna celebrate n enjoy my CNY~~in the end nv work lor.. tink cant happy working wib her too..

6th wrong: actuali plan then my parents wanna bring us go eat seoul garden for dinner... then wat fcuk.. so happy liao then reach liao then realise is hari raya haji eve.. so many fcuking ppl n price so expensive n they were like snatching food lor.. so sad din get to eat.. (bring us there next time k?)

then after tat go hm... then so sianz.. still cant connect internet so go play bball alone at the nearest bball court.. then tink so much in my mind... lie on ground n look at stars n keep tink tink tink.. haiz..

now i go out yew tee drink liao k? coz so fcuking boring at hm... hope to take a breather... *sorry wor*
anything call my hp or sms me lor.. *sorry* pls understand i need sum air..

call me...

2005-01-20T00:56:00.000+08:00

For All The Lonely Souls..

Whenever u all happy or sad...
wanna to share with sumone...
if u all dun mind...
i can be the sumone...

coz i lonely be4...
i noe how u all feels...
i noe wat u all needs...
coz i noe wat i need most when im lonely...

JUST GIVE ME A CALL~

<--TRUST ME-->

whole day at town...

2005-01-19T23:44:00.000+08:00

woke up in a sudden.. went town in a rush ..
met my frens n shop at town.. show them sum magic.. hahaz..
been to the same old places.. wisma .. far east plaza.. heeren.. cineleisure.. paragon..

hahaz.. oh yah.. at paragon saw SLYVESTER.. but fucking hell he damn dao to my frens lor..
fucking unfriendly.. no wonder since the sg idols i dun like him at all..
then my fren go gaga n sad over him.. coz how he treat fans is like FUCK !!!

then after tat we slack at coffee bean of paragon.. they drank n ate but i din coz i no money le..
tok cock sing song play mahjong,.. hahaz.. then suddenly i saw slyvester crossing the road so i tell my frens.. then they go over n say "happy birthday" to slyvester.. hahaz. lidat also song meh?
TAUFIK BETTER..
half of today is toking bout slyvester n taufik lor.. hahaz.. funny sia..

then after left them at topshop..
meet her* awhile.. ard half hr only.. haiz..
when we taking the escalator down..
coz i stand behind her* so i like use my finger push her* forward a little coz reach the level le..
then she said" dun touch me.."
then my heart is like "ping ping piang piang" liao lor.. then face also change to sad sad liao
she* saw liao then say" i noe...u 2 years with me le.. but this habit must change wor.."
haiz... although a little more better liao but still ping ping piang piang lor..

we walked on.. then move on to taka.. then saw dunno 3rd floor or 2nd floor the bubble tea shop haf notice "STAFF NEEDED URGENTLY" hahahzz... age 17+ n above... WAT FUCK? ? ? so happy sia.. went over n ask but the girl said boss not ard cum back tmr..

tmr i confirm will go n ask lor.. ^pray hard^ can get the job lor.. coz like no income leh..
but if i reali work there liao dun come over n ask for free bubble tea hor.. coz its town area.. n surely got other staff ard.. so u all should noe lah hor? hahaz.. i say 1st coz if nv say... u all ask me right in my face when i work.. is like i dunno how to reject lor :P (-=no offence=-)

example : Let say if i work for SooKee Jewellery... cannot be u all cum n say u all cum to support me ask me give u one free diamond right ? haha .. same case lor..

Im a staff , a worker... with Principle(yuan zhe) .. hahaz :PpPpPp

who can make me smile?

2005-01-18T14:26:00.000+08:00

WHO CAN MAKE ME SMILE AGAIN?

3 days no blogggg le..

haiz.. recently my days passes very very slowly.. coz..
loneliness filled my time..
emptiness within me..
no money makes me stress..

i've tried to leave everything behind n start afresh..
but i jus couldn't...
i'm still lost in the world..
can i say it in a simpler way? ? ? (can... look below this sentence lor)
"i jus cant get used to my new life"
I L U*

Chinese New Year, Valentine Day, Her* Bd, My Bd and March Holiday...
All drawing nearer n nearer..
make me more n more scared.. all these occasion who can n who will be with me ?

Who? ? ? Who on earth can make me smile again? ? ?

recently im playing FootBall Manager 2005 at hm all the time.. lucky got tis game acc me at the moment.. arbo i'll bored to death..

Simon(gwen)... u said u intro me job tat night... $7-$8 per hr.. say until so many things liao... in the end now say everything postponed coz ur colleague haven wan start the 24 hrs service.. haiz.. y must lidat.. y must tell me things so earli make me tink so much?

reali do i haf to go work the florist? till new year eve no off? haiz.. i've no interest in tat at all.. n its gonna be very bz lor.. coz new year cuming lor.. haiz..

fCuK uP lAh.. haiz..

go eat my maggi mee liao..

overview of today whole day..

2005-01-16T01:00:00.000+08:00

Overview of whole today... hahaz... coz more n more lazy to type le... but will improve k? keke

today morning kanna woke up by her* hehe.. so happy sia.. then she meet me straight go eat mac before i send her to work.. but sad sad is tat i open my mouth to my 11 years old sister cindy... borrow frm her $10.. coz as i said.. im broke le.. lolz.. when i got money surely wont forget her interests~ hahaz

then.. jeremy(regentgrove) called me to play soccer at 2pm at carpark.. in the end security cum... hahaz... then we move to bball court play bball.. n play with sum strangers lor..

after bball... went hm n jump into swimming pool straight with them.. then go spa... then i went hm le.. coz my mum ask whole family go fajar watch the "ALIVE 2005 Concert" got Wue Yue Tian , Fan WeiQi, n some of the Asian Idols..

Overall ... the concert sucks but its free anyway.. so wat can we expect ? During half of the concert.. .Pei Wei foned me n say he joining me.. so i mit him at Fajar Lrt.. hahaz.. last part Wu Yue Tian cum out sing 4 songs then end liao.. hahaz... everyone shout AhXinG AhXinG~~ hahaz.. machiam call me sia.. coz i also AhXinG mah..

then now reach hm le lor.. ah le (my younger bro) bought Football Manager 2005.. install liao but cant play.. sianz... tat means today midnight sianz again liao. hahaz.

ok lah... today longest blog liao.. must cut cut cut short next time,.. promise k? hehe..

haiz... sad day overall

2005-01-15T00:45:00.000+08:00

dun feel like blogging tonite... wat i can say is only tat overall today is a sad day..

i tink i need to drink sum liquor to slp tonight...

*-drinking-*

mOrnIng eVeRyoNe

2005-01-14T10:41:00.000+08:00

-= mOrNinG eVeRyoNe =-

my hp rang n woke me up.. its a msg.. (hoping it was frm her*) ..

buT nOpE.. FaT hOpE oF xInGy... iTs nT fRm HeR* ...iTs Frm a GuY...

haiz.. ok yesterday too tired so nv type blog.. ok after yesterday afternoon blog.. ard 4+pm i went town alone.. buy a hero bread.. then go mit her*.. eat a chicken cutlet rice.. then went hm le.. haha .. but im happy lor..

when i take train hm.. coz alone.. so sian until i slp.. n i overshot in train station.. wake up already bukitbatok liao.. haha .. so U-turn back..

but i very sad .. coz my only $5 in my wallet.. yesterday spend all on food liao .. now not even a cent with me.. n i no job.. n i got nth .. haiz.. lidat how i go out sia. .. even wan eat an ice-cream cone 25cents also no $ sia. IM BROKE~

ok hungry now.. grab sth to eat at hm.. bye ... blogging later ...

sianz... sadz.. felt uneasy ..

2005-01-13T12:02:00.000+08:00

NoBoDy LoVez Me. . . NoBoDy CaRez. . .

*yAwN*

jus woke up..
starts the morning without any of a* msg.. a* call.. n nv go eat branch or breakfast together..
makes me suddenly felt so uneasy.. very uneasy ..

very sianz again .. now going to start a brand new same old fuckin routine day...
simple explanation.. "always start the day dunno wat to do.. n in the end,end the day doing nth"

y cant i be like other ppl.. after sch can go hang out n enjoy even though wearing uniform..
y dun i haf frens which will jio me out always n hang out..even till late n ton all tat ?
y i dun haf frens which can always stay at town n slack or go chiong .. like a* life now ?
y i dun haf frens which reali clicks with me now..
y i dun haf a gf which will care,will sms me...hoping to noe whether im alright or doing wat nw?

sum ppl wont like to be care.. they wan freedom..
i like freedom as well.. but i also wan sumone who cares...

tell u all sth.. dunno u all will believe a not.. my HP NV RING AT ALL since yesterday morning..
not even a msg ... not even a call.. haiz. noe how sad m i anot? noe how lonely m i anot ?

sumtimes i see u* din contact me.. my hp no ring at all.. i will wan pick up my fone n sms u*.. let u* noe i exist as a fren..
but whenever i held up my fone.. i will sigh n put it down..
coz i noe... everyday will still go in the drain.. u* nv reply my msg .. n will delete after reading it only once..
so i decide not to irritate u*. . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

usually truth hurtx.

2005-01-13T02:14:00.000+08:00

<<--{ usually truth hurtx }-->>

PAIN

2005-01-12T18:30:00.000+08:00

PAIN.. PAIN.. PAIN.. BLEED.. BLEED.. BLEED..

tiReD~ jus finish soccer with regent grove kids at the carpark... not very fun today coz not much ppl.. n they also like lan lan dun wan play lidat .. wheres the old hardworking-on-e-pitch jeremy n darren???

haiz... during play... i fell n injured my ankle.. bleeds.. pain... can u all feel? the shoes skin.. met with my skin while i keep running ? jus like a saw... sawing tru the wood.. can u all feel how i feel?

anyway... NO ONE CAREz ... so its ok ...

now i go bath le.. continue blog tonight...

-sadz-

Gd aFteRniNg everyone..

2005-01-12T15:31:00.000+08:00

now.. its 3.30pm...
should i greet u all gd afternoon??? or gd evening???
haha.. how about GD AFTERNING ??? cOOl rItE? keke.. new ah xing words..

this morning din manage to get an earli swim.. so ... went out to eat branch...
sum will wonder wats "branch"? Branch = Breakfast plus Lunch... jus recently learned this word.

then after tat.. went hm lor.. then haf a swim n tan for ... 2 hrs? lolz.. coz its fuckin boring to tan alone in swimming pool lor. used a little of our* tanning oil.. a little only nahz... dun xiao qi k? keke.. anyway.. after the 2 hrs... no effect lor.. after bath is like... only body sticky n oily feeling.. haha

nw cooking while blogging.. im deep frying onion rings n few buns... all like very dark colour? noe y? coz.. haha Chao Ta LAh.. hMmp! still need me say so clear ar !!!

very sianz.. alone at hm.. dunno the regent grove kids will jio me go carpark play soccer later anot.. lolz..

ok going to haf my meal now... n attention everyone.. im fucking boring swimming alone.. if u all sianz at hm.. n yearn for a swim.. dun mind contact me n let me noe.. ANYONE.. i mean ANYONE !!! but of coz tell me be4 hand lah.. not like suddenly lah hor... u all understand lah hor.. lolz..

ok MAKAN TIME..

gd nite xing..

2005-01-12T01:25:00.000+08:00

hiyeee... im back !!!

tell u all sth... be4 i started blogging.. i've seen a lot of blog.. n as a passerby or a reader point of view.. i tink that they wont like to read n see long msg.. see 1st sight "dIaO" liao. who still wanna read right ?

ok .. so i'll cut everything short... *yAwN*... quite sleepy le.. whole day on com sia.. hahaz.. i'll slp earli n go for an earli swim tmr..

n of coz tmr... i'll continue to learn how to set my archive... HAHA... Dun Haf An Archive yet sia.. jus realise only... hahaz..

ok.. leave everything to tmr.. nite...

usher "burn"

2005-01-11T19:42:00.000+08:00

USHER LYRICS

"Burn"

[Intro]
Girl, understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just
I feel like this is coming to an end
And its better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn

[Verse 1]
It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think ya gonna change ya
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus theres so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn

[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for you except but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
You know that it was through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

[Verse 2]
Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feelin ain't the same find myself
Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she ain't comin back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
Ooo ooo ooo ooooh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my booo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-eleven days, um-teen hours
Imma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)

[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn (let it burn, let it burn, you gon'learn)
Let it burn (gotta let it burn)
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
you know that it was through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

[Bridge]
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (ooooh)
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)

[Breakdown]
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oooh
Ooh ooh oooh (can ya feel me burnin'?)
Ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh oooh

So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return

[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
You know that it was through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

completion of blog hehe..

2005-01-11T19:32:00.000+08:00

hahaz...
clever me to anyhow explore n anyhow try ...
and finally...
the simple blog of mine ... i declared...
~ COMPLETED ~
duHz~ spend the whole afternoon doing this... finally can rest n enjoy the fruits le.. hahahaz..
when i free... i will continue to figure out how to improve on my blog...

//bath//

2005-01-11T17:30:00.000+08:00

<<--{{tHeReS*fOrEvEr*mE}}-->>

wAHAhaA.. FiNaLLy gOt a BlOg oF mY owN~ THX~

2005-01-11T16:59:00.000+08:00

eLLoz...

attentionnnnn everyone !!!! ... heres my new blog... n of coz... thx gerrrr for helping me with it... u should noe who u r... im real grateful.. keke..

this skin might sucks a little but no chose... try try 1st... then if found a better skin then change lor.. but i love the music n Usher is my favorite... hope my readers love it too :)

1st post so use a bigger font hahaz..

ok.. at the moment i stop writing 1st... coz need to "touch up" on my blog... tata~