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Monday, April 25, 2005

NEW LIFE !!!

long time no blog...

so tell u all bout my life recently..
i try to rem as much as i can.. hahaz..

rem i mentioned b4 i get to noe sum new peeps at yew tee 690 bball court? ok.. now i name them.. tian shun, shao bao, kingsley, ah bee, adrian.. i only name this few is becoz these few guys recently hanged out with me only.. i managed to cyco them out of yew tee... coz their life fcuking sianz.. always slack at yew tee n ton at yew tee n tat sianz bball court.. hahaz..

ok.. me n them n sum gals of tat bball court went to steam boat at marina bay 3 weeks ago bahz.. then tooks lotsa pics... i have it with me now.. but i lazy upload.. haha.. wait for me to be hardworking k? hehe..

then we've together go geylang all tat .. but nobody made love nahz =P .. then coz of they low financial.. we go to boat quay but no clubbing.. jus jalan ard lor.. then in the end go geylang in last train again.. hahahahaz...

then slowly.. we've back to the bball court every weekends.. SIANZ again...

then manage to cyco them play soccer wib me coz all play bball mahz.. hahahaz.. but all this din last long.. coz i sianz of sports liao...

after tat i cyco them everyweekend slack beyond yewtee..

once.. i brought only shaobao n tian shun to sparks.. coz they dun dance n seldom tok to strangers.. so they quite sianz there .. but i still managed to get to say hi to sum frens..

then slowly get to noe a batch of gals at yew tee foodcourt.. sandy them.. hahaz.. then we started hanging ard at lot 1 mac with them all tat.. then 1st time meeting up... they ton with us liao.. kinda happy but they look kinda sianz although i did my best with my jokes.. hahahaz -guilty-

then slowly.. tianshun shaobao adrian kingsley them all shy shy wan.... made improvement.. they slowly play n tok wib sandy them liao.. then.. fun liao lor.. hehe.. but the gurls still like sianz with us.. sorry nahz~ coz we guys either financial low.. or cant go neighbourhood shopping centre coz they with lot1 ppl all tat .. hahahaz.. lame~~~

then recently every weekend like fri night after i work.. we guys will meet the gurls n slack at lot 1.. then mostly my tonning night will be fri n saturday .. so fun..

recently always at lot 1 walked... 1 day could walk up to 1000 rounds.. hahahahaz... we 5 ppl walk.. see sth nice then buy n eat... see pretty gals then they go take num.. see how they kanna reject .. n see how happy they r when they got the num.. adrian got 4 gals num in no time !!!! then i wonder... getting gurls num is easy now adays? hahahahahaz..

then tink is saturday bahz.. at mac there.. sit with hai gui them... then got 2 gurls... then overheard 1 is chatree stead... not bad quite pretty.. but the fren prettier.. wah biang.. all dun look like 15-16 years old sia.. then.. dickson them got sum westspring gals.. all dun look like 15-16 also sia... now adays if gurls look mature.. they fucking mature... if they look yooung.. they can look fcuking young.. gurls r shan bian de dong wu.. hahahaz =X

jus now at lot 1.. actualli is meet tian shun shao bao n adrian.. but then adrian late.. n tian shun shao bao NV cum.. so .. me n adrian damn sianz... then found out xiao hei them at yew tee got taiji.. at stagmont there... so me n adrian go over see see... then there alot of ppl sia... more fun then lot1 ~ got wen xuan them.. i dunno the other guys name.. guys got 10+ gurls got 6+... got pei pei, xiao hei those lot 1 gurls at there lor.. then chit chat awhile... go buy ice cream eat.. then chit chat again.. thx xiao hei for chatting wib us yah ? arbo we will be fcuking odd.. hahaz..

k then ard 9pm.. me n adrian left le.. go to new court see tian shun them at there a not... but no leh.. only got ABC.. then i play bball awhile ... then leave for hm le.. anyway./. overall ..

A SIANZ DAY FOR ME...

[[~iM.a.fCuKeR~]]|Sad @ 9:59:00 PM|

Friday, April 22, 2005

Hope to meet more new frens n meet up the old frens of mine be4 i go army... n of coz.... be4 i CUT BOTAK !! hahahaha

[[~iM.a.fCuKeR~]]|Sad @ 9:11:00 AM|

i jus dyed my hair white !!!!!!!

[[~iM.a.fCuKeR~]]|Sad @ 9:09:00 AM|

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

The little boy on 13th April 2005

a little boy received a letter today.. its in green big envelope.. the letter goes.. " u're enlisted for National Service on 10th june 2005 .. 9.45am"

after he read the letter.. he held up his hp.. n the 1st n ONLY person came to his mind is her*.. he doesnt noe wat to do.. so he jus give a simple sms.. "xxx.. 10th june 2005.. 9.45am.. u're the 1st to noe"

after tat.. the little boy receive a sms secs later.. he read it.. it was from her* .. but after reading tat msg from her* .. made the little boy run into the toilet n bath.. coz while he showers.. the dripping water pours over his face.. so no ones can see his tears.. he hold the shower-head with water flowing over his head.. sitting in the corner n his face crampled n turn redz..

hopez to listen to sum love songz now..

//.. the world falls.. //

[[~iM.a.fCuKeR~]]|Sad @ 9:59:00 PM|

Thursday, April 07, 2005

s o m e t h i n g t a t i s s o m e m o r a b l e . . . b u t n o w i t s g o n e f o r e v e r . . . h a t e m y s e l f f o r t a t . . . G O N E F O R E V E R ! ! ! h a i z . . .

[[~iM.a.fCuKeR~]]|Sad @ 10:46:00 PM|

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

victoria vic vic vic....

this time is.... LOST N NOT FOUND... hahahaz

where r u u u u u u... call ya msg ya all nv ans n reply.. haiz..

jus a small notice to find u ~~ :)

[[~iM.a.fCuKeR~]]|Sad @ 10:32:00 PM|

WHERE R YoUuuuuuUuuu !

im looking for a sincere fren.. no matter male or female.. can ton during friday n saturday nights.... got money to slack in town n go clubbing all tat.. noe their dressings wan.. wont sianz with me wan..

haiz.. coz wanna change my boring life... recently work frm mon to fri.. then hope fri i go hm after work then go town slack.. then if dun feel like going hm.. can go chiong.. then if go hm.. go back ard 11pm lor... then reach hm slp all tat... saturday night go town slack again or chiong or play overnight billard or slack tru the midnight.. but not in cck or west side area of coz.. so boring.. i haf sianz of those ton life which doing nth at the west side of sg.. jus hope to slack or enjoy my weekends..

my this sincere fren... WHERE R U ? ? ? haiz...... jus hope this sumone can keep going out wib me.. go watch movie, go kbox..go eat steamboat(any weekends night), go sentosa suntan(sat or sun morning).. go slack in town(fri night or sat or sun anytime).. go play pool n billard(weekends)... go chiong(fri or sat night).. go ton until morning(fri or sat nite)..

haiz haiz haiz.. i can throw my hp away.. got like dun haf lidat.. coz seldom ring also ..

[[~iM.a.fCuKeR~]]|Sad @ 10:04:00 PM|

Thursday, March 31, 2005

IM DETERMINED !!!!

my salary is $600 per month.. but is taking $300 every 2 weeks.. so every 2 weeks... i haf to save $200 n only can use $100 frm now on !!!

coz im determine to go thailand with awie n another guy fren if im not wrong... go HUP CHAY,thailand.. overall i need to save $800 including air ticket .. awie bdae is on 25th june... tink we go on 25th-27th bahz.. fri to sun.. or if i can get the money earlier better... so be4 enlistment letter cum i go abroad mahz.. arbo letter cum liao cannot go abroad liao coz they scared u run away frm army... so pray hard ... september then go in PLS PLS PLS

im going to buy the ticket then ask my mum bout the trip... coz I WAN TO GO NO MATTER WAT... i must save save save... i wan to shop at thailand.. enjoy everything n food at thailand.. see so many frens go thailand cum back so many thingy n so many pictures... fcukin envy..

n... my mum maybe on may 1st going to bring my whole family to a 2 day 1 night trip to KELONG.malaysia... heard tat a lot of food n enjoy kampong life lidat... YUMMY~~~

but still tinking lots bout the thailand trip... so this 2 months cannot buy clothes liao ... !!!

[[~iM.a.fCuKeR~]]|Sad @ 11:28:00 PM|

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

waSsSSssuPppp siNgaPoOOoReeeE...

sorry long time no blog.. no tag.. no msn.. no online... n missing in action so long... gotta noe more? check it out... oh yah... thx peeps for all ur taggy yah ?

ChEcK iT oUtta...

FRenz --> becoz of sum unfound reasons.. i've lost them... then kinda sad bout it.. one night .. roxy them jio me go sentosa the next day.. was so fcukin happy .. at least sum1 remembered me .. after sentosa we went steamboat... enjoyed everything thoroughly... but only for that night... after tat night... no more contacts again.. haiz..

then recently found sum new frens at yew tee bball court.. been slacking ard with them everynight ... everytime i work finish i'll go hm bath then go down find them slack... n we'll ton during weekends.. gd friday tat week... we've even ton 4 days in a straight row.. but like sianz sianz lidat.. n 2-3 days ago... i got into a fight at bball court with a fren... dun wanna tok bout it anymore... i've teared a bit after the fight.. coz i knew.. i've lost a fren again jus lidat.. n its true ~ gone ~ its ok since its gone.. so ...as i said.. i recently always hang out at court or ton... so no time to online coz always cum back is fcukin tired le..

FACTz --> everything jus cum n goes... cum n goes... cum n goes... n now again... im lonely here typing this blog.. ... ... ... u noe i hate which feeling ? the feelings tat ... i go back to long lost fren n feel so awkward... my old brothers... tat time go back with them... i feel so awkward.. but everything goes ok.. but we seldom together still.. n dutchie that grp... tat time go back with them... starting also feel awkward... but everything goes well... but dunno why.. gone again.. then roxy.. that time go sentosa at 1st i feel awkward... but things goes well but all happiness jus lasted 1 day~ in my life i tink i've changed 100 times of cliques... maybe the problems lies with me bahz... but.. i reali did cherish all the times when i with all my past cliques n past frens... n always i put effort in making them luff ard.. but haiz... burn... Jus let it burN... ...

WORK-- > haiz work time haven been flying slower n slower.. n tat makes me feel so tired...

this few days.. after work... i go shopping alone... go town go beach rd ... go everywhere... bought a lot of stuffs for me myself n i... until my mum scold me ... she shouted at me.. i reali hope to tell her " mum.. only buying clothes , shopping.. can make me ease away all my loneliness.. " but in the end i nv said tat coz it will be like so dramatic for her bahz? in the end i said" hana hana... ppl can collect stamps can collect shoes.. can collect watches... why cant i collect clothes.. " haiz..

clothes clothes clothes clothes clothes clothes clothes --> im used to shopping alone.. choosing clothes alone .. n its true... only shopping can make my lonely time past faster ... n dressing up can make me feel much confidence n happy.. although dressed up liao... still not handsome... but i happy can liao... jus dun like my height as a guy.. wear everything also look like a kid.. HATE IT !!!!

I WAN GO TOWN SLACK N SHOP!! I WAN GO CHIONG !! I WAN GO SENTOSA !! I WAN GO STEAMBOAT !! I WAN GO KBOX !!!

all this should be my life !!!!!!!!!!!!

[[~iM.a.fCuKeR~]]|Sad @ 9:00:00 PM|